In a funk

I feel like I have been in a haze as of late what with spending Saturday in Kansas and then Sunday being crazy I haven't had anytime to do anything as far as cleaning our apartment. I always feel when our home is a mess then our lives are also a mess. Granted Jeremy and I have both been working crazy hours and things but still there really isn't an excuse for our apartment to look like it does or for us to not be cooking at home. I feel like I haven't cooked or been able to any housework lately. I don't know what's wrong with me I enjoy keeping a clean house and feel pretty grossed out by how unclean our home is. So I have to get out of this funky feeling of not wanting to clean. Cleaning is usually a sort of therapy for me. I feel like I am being a bad wife when our home is dirty. Anyway I felt like if I blogged about it, it would make it more real that I need to do something about it.