Terrible

Ok well I am officially the most terrible blogger in the entire world! I thought briefly of deleting my blog all together. I thought about starting completely over and then I decided that this is my blog and well I tried to be something I am not with the last posts what I thought would be a good project to help me out with my PPD turned into a nightmare in which I felt guilty for not posting so much that I avoided my blog. So big lesson learned I am just not that type of blogger. I am a journal blogger and I am OK with that. So this is me coming back to the blogging world after a several month hiatus over the period of that time my sweet baby has turned into a crawling machine and started pulling up and cruising she is quickly becoming less and less a baby and more and more a big girl!

pic taken at 8 months old during our family photo session

In the course of the last few months I've started a great job at a wonderful bakery basically living my dream decorating cakes. Sadly I've learned recently I am going to lose this wonderful job because the bakery is closing on Christmas Eve. It's a very long story and there's a lot to be said that I just don't have the words for right now. I am sad but also at peace there will be other bakeries in my future. More on this story soon I promise.

So although I'm a TERRIBLE with a capital T blogger I am not ready to give up my little piece of the internet to capture my thoughts no matter how random or sporadic. I'm a momma I have a very active 9 month old blogging time is late at night or not at all and sometimes I choose the extra sleep, but I miss my little journal when I don't write. I often feel like I have a lot to say and nowhere to say it. Sorry for the randomness that is my posting but I never claimed to blog for anyone but myself. Although I'd love to be a blogger who could do a 30 day or year long series, I am just not. I am just me a 26 year old mama wanting to express my own thoughts and actions. I am not going to make grand promises about blogging but it seems to come in spurts so you may see me again in a few days. Then again life may take over again. 

I hope this Christmas Season finds everyone well and happy I know there are babies set to make their arrival soon from a few of my fave blogger buddies and I wish you well with your new bundles of joy. 

I am looking forward to catching up on all the blog stories I have missed.

Later Alligators...

Mrs. A